I hate work. I hate rushing. I hate hopelessness. and I hate auto correct. and I hate ignorance. and I hate competition. and I hate the people I surround myself with. how should I handle these issues ? how can the burden be lifted ? what do I do ? seriously, every time I think about what the problem is I just know what it is. how do I escape. how do I handle it without hurting anyone . how can I just drop everyone without any explanation ? I seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously sometimes hate them. why do I always find fault in others but not me ? I'd fail a class and blame the teacher's lack of flexibility and austere attitude. instead why did I wait so long. and where the hell are my priorities ? why do I care about fucking others I'm not even together, why do people's opinions matter ? I hate admitting that some people opinions matt-- oh then again it doesnt. it feel so good to do what i want. it feels so good. should i just do that ? I'm really taking advantage of this free write... like a virtual diary... hmm.
